Sunday, November 18, 2007

Bursting into life


We'll do it all.. Everything.. On our own
We don't need.. Anything.. Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

"I have hope for a future"..
And probably yes.. if you passed by me now you'd simply think I'm going insane.. but that's it.. I feel hope..

I don't quite know.. How to say.. How I feel
Those three words.. Are said too much.. They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Sitting on a desk in my department's area. Knowing no body except only one whom I loath. Got exactly nothing to do, not even access to the internet.. so trying to search for something to fill in my next 7 hrs or so.

If you just came in you'll see me pretending studying something related to work.. other times listening to dump Spanish audio lessons.. and now fetched a piece of paper and started blogging.
I wish to go walking.. but lazy to.. or in fact.. afraid to walk there all on my own.
Despite all the above.. I feel I want to cry happy tears..

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Today and yesterday I've helped 2 people. its magnificent connecting to people on the human level with nothing in between building up distances. And each time to do something as such, as if I re-discover how beautiful and unique our souls is. The humane magical touch that's understood far beyond spoken words.

Let's waste time.. Chasing cars.. Around our heads
I need your grace.. To remind me.. To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Yesterday I went out!
as simple as that.. thought the meanings hold.. a lot.
A friend of ours broke up with her fiancée.. and so we had to help. Sever changes in our plans.. I even had not to see my Friend Mi.. and instead met few of my college folk..
I only felt... How much I miss college days right now.. How much I miss those souls..
and for no reason I felt lucky.. and felt hope.
After lunch, it was bowling time. Bowling for the first time.. then left.

Today I ran into "Chasing cars" while listening to the radio.. do you think its a coincidence?
searched a while, and luckily enough I found it on my mp3.. and apparently this is the Nth round I'd listen to it over again to the loudest volume I've ever experienced.

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

I sit here now and remember few of the best days in my life.. looking onto a computer screen every once in a while, wishing the clock to move on forward.. end those boring uncounted days...
return home.. meet family and friends.. share a good laugh.. help a one.. smell the early baked bread..
live it to the full.. live what makes a life really be called a life.. Bursting into it.. Filled with a hope for a future :)

All that I am.. All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where.. Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

1 Comments:

Blogger B said...

what a post..
that's a very nice one !!
hope ur hopes come true..

11/19/2007 01:43:00 AM  

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