A smile and a Tear.. Thats the way life goes on..

And what I can say: PEOPLE I had the best BIRTHDAAAAY.. !!
I should have been feeling blue because of the late incident.. but things happened as if people collaborated to cheer me UP, really UP UP very high…
At 12 midnight, there was a flood of SMSes and rings all thru the house from really the best guys n gals I’ve ever knew.. I loved it true especially 1 dear of all who always make it a grand glorious night for me…
Next morning, I wake up to find my mother trying to compensate not having a Feast this year; she was actually baking a choco cake for meeeee….
Then her aunt *who’s highly regarded as my grandmother, since I had none* gave me a buzz and she DID SING for meeee… HURRAAAAAAAAY… !! she drew a wide shining smile on my face *had I ever told you she got a voice exactly like Abla fadela. That’s why I love to talk to her even mooooree..*

My O MY! I logged online, to find 2 special things waiting for me..
An ecard from Tee, saying these words..
“ Happy birthday, may it’s not ur best ever, but still, u being introduced to this world is an occasion to be remembered. Ps: u’r 21 NOW, hats up for ur newly acquired rights :D ”
May be knowing you and Sheryos as well in our 20 is one of the best things happened the last year.. and may we always be together till 21.. 23.. 30.. 65… and forever more isA.. and may E4E and (The Joking corner) come true :)

And the 2nd surprise of all was from AG.. he wrote me that entry on his blog:
“ My Friend;
It’s been a couple of years since I first knew you ,I remember back then although you were the youngest among us ,you were always ahead of ur age ,active , social , a good contributor, always siding to the right side, & u’ve got a very nice sense of humor. As time passes by most of us got engaged in his own life , u grew older & wiser & life as it did on us all left some imprints of gloom on u which molted that talent of yours into a very inspiring talent indeed giving you more creditability & realism ,Well I have this little statement my friend ; it’s been wonderful having a friend like you ,although we never met but knowing u really made a difference in my life reading ur blog sometimes makes my day, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY may GOD bless u & grant u success ,wisdom & true happiness, Shine on , Ur Bro “
There and I was speechless..
I know deep inside me NOW, as I remember my past years, that I am blessed *though I wonder the reason still ;P * .. but knowing people like U AG and the rest of the gang is really one thing I should thank God for day and night… :)
U Truly made my day with those little words of yours, and I don’t know now how to thank you..
I wish you live blessed and happy ever after with the one and only one U’d choose in sha2 ALLAH.. Grand you health and wealth.. and love to be cherished from all the people around you a life long..

AND by the way.. I knew that Jia li made me a painting as a birthday present.. that I am dying to see … :) .. so till I got to know it, and share it with you here I’d like to thank Jiaaaa, OOOO, and Slooooo *the best blogger friends I ever got* .. for the beautiful night chit-chat we had in my 20 and above all, for knowing them ..

And special thanks goes to: Mona El-Sa7ar, GoGosh, NokNok, Negm, Moonlight, Zee-Alien, Mahr, Habahebo, Wahba, Bavalova, Mai and Ba3ko :P

Cheers;

URS;

officially 21 ;)

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(Updates thru the day):

Guys I am already having a happy tears falling.. YOU MADE THE BEST BIRTHDAAAY!!!
I just received this email from Shex…. I am stuck out of words … TRUE I AM..
“ Dearest BlueBerry,

Here I am, On the road again
There I am, Up on the stage
Here I go, Playn' star again
There I go, Turn the page

A few hours ago, another page of your life was turned over; a page written with sweet and bitter events. A page of 365 lines of people you met, people you lost, memories you’ll cherish the most and others you’ll spend you life trying to get ride of them.

But your thoughts will soon be wandering
The way they always do
When you're ridin' sixteen hours
And there's nothin' much to do
And you don't feel much like ridin'
You just wish the trip was through

Sometimes we got lost in the void; the void inside and the one surrounding. Sometimes we reach that point of no-turning-back. Sometimes we really wish the trip was through!! That’s when we need someone to share the void within, a shoulder to cry on, a smile to be curved upon our faces helping us moving on… on the road again.
A friend once told me “The New Year doesn't bring happiness with it. It only gives us a chance to reconsider things in our lives and start brining happiness to ourselves, people around, our community, and our world.” That’s why I wanted to say “Thank You” for bringing happiness to my life the past year. I will never forget those days, I opened your blog with a gloomy mood and left it with a wide smile on my face brightening the rest of the day.
I cherished those days the most & will always cherish you my friend.
Thank you for sharing the void with me, even for a few moments of my life. It really made a difference!!
Wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY & a Prosperous life to live!!
Shex”



Ah, how could I ever forget Mr.DXer’s wishes and his 5 years old neice sweet flowers (f)… Last but not least (for this hour) Amir, BiBo and Nan (alex gal)……