Thursday, January 11, 2007

Feliz Cumpleanos..


I remember when my friend Mr. DXer used to say "I'm 35 but 18 at heart", and I used to reply back "I'm 18, but 62 at heart". The 62 was just a joke back then, yet grown to live with me.
Today, I hit my 22. Only 40 steps left for the 62, am I ready?! Aslan will I ever reach my 62?!
UH! Come on! 40 years left?!
Will I ever live 40 more years in here?!
No way..


Last November, I wrote something, and was intending to post it at my birthday. Spontaneous talk doesn't always fit in all situations. Especially that I wished to send my words, as it happens every year to Osama, in his radio program "Late night cartoon". But right now, I don't have any intentions to email him a single letter or publish my pre- written words. Plus I absolutly have nothing in mind to talk about, in the 1st place..

21 years, what will I miss?
Hmm, not much. I don't imagine a dramatic change in the next year. Except for, the people surrounding me. This year isA I will graduate, no longer a student in school or college. Don't know about post graduate studies yet. May be yes, may be no. I got a good job offer recently by the way, so may be I'd give the interview a try then decide later on. May be I get married, and may be not. May be I'll travel or migrate, and may be not.
But in all cases, the people I have around now will always be missed.

+1, what to wish for?
I nearly got nothing to wish for; actually I am not waiting for anything. No one buys me presents since many years, my parents normally forget I have a birthday and frankly not even waiting for a cake! But Excuse me, I have one thing in mind that never changed all through my previous years.
Tell me, How many times you regretted not telling someone, something, a little something, before s/he goes away? And how many times you wondered, (at least, I wondered) who'll feel sad for me going away? Who loves me true and who not? Who regards me as an ultimate necessarily precious gift in his/her life, and who doesn't really care?!
So, what if I die tomorrow, that can be true, very true, who'll be that someone and what's the something?

+1 min, ready? Steady..?!.. what will I go for?!
Let alone, I have to behave and go study.. my exam is in 2 days!
Ya, I know, I'm not the resolutions type of girls. But tell you, I'll go for making memories. Lots of memories. Lots and lots of them. Everywhere I go, every person I chit-chat, exchang a smile, share an opinion with. I don't know how to start. But every little moment passing me by, I wish to keep it safe till I am old and gray. When its another cold winter night like tonight, 11st of January some year ahead, sitting around the heater with my grannys around, using my faint weary voice telling them stories, my stories. And a sudden big wide smile covers my face, for me remembering the days :)


Happy Birthday Dear Blue.. And May You Always Remain the Blue, The One And Only Blue You Wish For You..


PS: The above photo is mine. I took the shot on the 9th of January, using the Pastel filter in the camera's options. Then the framing and signature "On My Own..." by photoshop CS2.

22 comments:

Anonymous said...

كل سنة و إنت طيب
happy birthday
buon compleanno
feliz cumpleaños
joyeux anniversaire
Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag
c днём рождения
Χαρούμενα Γενέθλια
जन्मदिन मुबारक हो
rojbûna te pîroz be!
fortuno natalis
تولدت مبارک
najserdeczniejsze życzenia urodzinowe
feliz anivesário
la multi ani
srecan rodjendan
dogum gunun kutlu olsun
вiтаю з днем народження
sikufisela inhlanhla elangeni lakho lokuzalwa
heri kwa sikukuu ya kuzaliwa
Gelukkige verjaardag

Anonymous said...

there have been a mistake in writing as i copied it from one of my previous comments

كل سنة و إنت طيبة مش و إنت طيب

sorry for this silly mistake

Anonymous said...

I think I don't have to know someone in person to wish him/her a happy birthday.
so happy birthday Blue and may ur wishes come true

Anonymous said...

Happy days..all days and may you have your memories encrypted on shining stars..forever:)

Anonymous said...

Happy birthday my friend

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday sweetie, wishing you the best of evertything.

Anonymous said...

Happy birthday bluee, am gonna turn 22 soon bardo,lol
Yalla have a lovely birthday n study well;)

Amr Ibrahim said...

Kol sana wenti tayepa.

may u lead 10000000000 years of joy , happiness and satisfaction :).

Unknown said...

You made me feel so old by this post although I am only 32 years old but I am already done with all my choices but you still have the world in front of you, choices and possibilities in evry domain in life , in love and marriage , in work and career, in places you want to live in, a whole new world to discover so enjoy your choices.
I wish you good luck with your future life in all its domains specially the love part.
I wish you a very happy birthday and want you to know that we are the ones who will miss your presence and opinions and comments.
And finaly I wish you will have dozens and dozens of memories to talk about when you get old.

Anonymous said...

So you're 9 days older than me !!
well, 9 days minus 4 years :)

happy birthday ya bashmohandesa

Lasto-adri *Blue* said...

Thank YOU all for the wishes,, may it be a HAPPY HAPPY YEAR to all of us isA... :)

Anonymous said...

Hey
Happy birthday to u Blue...and welcome to the 22nd year of ur life...well I'll turn 23 in august so I'll just consider myself lesa 22 just like u :D

Happy birthday once again..

Anonymous said...

Just 22..so young, am jealous;)
Early 20's was my golden era:)))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY..Wish you ALL the best in this year and all the coming ones:)
"kiss"

Anonymous said...

First happy birthday
w 3o2bal million sana

Can i ask u something plzz??
aslo ana etfaragt 3laa winter sonata kolo bas daya3t a7'r 7ala2a..
fa law momken t7keely keda a7'r 7ala2a law mafeehash ra7'ama ya3ni..

Anonymous said...

Can't believe I missed it by 2 days :(

Wishing you the happiest of birthdays Blue. May you live to see the 100 (not just 62). And may the upcoming years bring you joy, happiness, health, and prosperity. Live life as it is and enjoy the moment. ;)

Lasto-adri *Blue* said...

@A:
seeing your words today, made my day!
How what shall I do in 100 years?! mawaranash 3'eer wag3 el alb fl donia deh


@Teemo:
f you want, I can give you links to watch the last series urself. I know you'll love it.


@Engy &
انى راحلة:
Thank you girls..... Happy years for you too :)

Anonymous said...

OK Blue ..sure i want to see it

Lasto-adri *Blue* said...

@teemo..
and here you are :)

http://rki.kbs.co.kr/arabic/event/winter/

Anonymous said...

One more time Happy Birthday (I've just sent you one in the Eg-bloggers group). I just wanted to add that I liked the photo a lot and I was going to as you if you are the one who have done it, but I found the answer at the end of the post.

Lasto-adri *Blue* said...

I've marked your wish on the group "eyewitness"..
Begad seeing your words made me have a wide smile...
thanks :)

Anonymous said...

Thx ya Bluee gedan..
begad fazee3aa..
thx again

MoonLightShadow said...

Late as always.. but still wish you had a happy birthday, and wish you make the best out of the coming years..
Wish you happiness and joy.. wish you all your dreams come true.. wish you always the best my special friend :)

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