Monday, November 21, 2005

Pause.. FWD

I am feeling terribly excited, yet confused. I know we are going to have fun *isA* but I am worried as well. As if I feel slowly a carpet is taken from under my feet. No need to tell you about the work left to do in less than 2 weeks time! However I can’t focus in anything. Really I can’t focus in anything.. !
I can’t study, can’t work, can’t think, can’t get down to what’s racing beside me and I am standing still :S Hmm.. Somehow I suffer a blockage of every single useful thing in my days at the moment.

It’s not my 1st time to have this going around or to pass by this phase in life. But it’s my 1st time not to understand what’s going on, what are the reasons behind that entire buzz and my 1st time I lose any intention to work on it!
As if I am saying “hell with it, can I quit!”

GOSH! I am not desperate not sad.. Not happy and not feeling good.
Only the music suddenly stopped! UGH!

5 Comments:

Blogger Charismatic Soul said...

Blue,

i totaly relae to what you're saying, its hard and disturbi sometimes, but el7amdolelah, many of my friends are maki things easier.

Try to focus on the light at th end of the tunnel hun, there's always one!

11/21/2005 07:54:00 AM  
Anonymous Purple-Double-D said...

Dearest Blue,
The most important thingie right now is that : dont try to talk with such creature "SheryoUs" --stressing on the U:P-- n to none of his followers as well. this opportUnist --see how the U is common;)-- wud try to steal ur sweet ideas out of ur Golden Brain!
So plz plz plz, Be Careful!
Wennaby ya Blue, dana merhna 3aleke!!!
It's Ur Showtime honeeeeeyyy;)
msh momken el "U" di fazeeeee3a:D

11/21/2005 02:51:00 PM  
Blogger Jia Li said...

BLUE! Hi its me, Michelle...oh dear...my, my, my...the internet has been down...missed you so much.

still have exams???

11/21/2005 10:23:00 PM  
Blogger Lasto-adri *Blue* said...

Charismatic soul:
i once talked about the light at the end of the tunnel, a friend adviced me to watch out, it might be a train coming fast :D :D

Purple-double-D:
omal ya benti law te3rafi en i guess i'll have to c that "SheryUos" for the next 3 days back2back te3mli a :|
rabna yestor 3l article, i guess i'll be out.... yabnti i can't catch up the studying pace aslan.. its going like crazy!!!!
*i warned you before the crisis*
btw: how you know about the U thingie???!!!

Jia li:
missed you as well. and ya.. i am having an exam tomorrow :@@@@@@ and still left for me in store..
wish me luck mich

11/21/2005 11:40:00 PM  
Anonymous Purple-Double-D said...

aslo I usually read sheryoUs old entries, fa picked up the U thingie out of one of ur comments right there!!!:D
la2eema ana toul 3omry!!!
ah.. I remembered:
U-WILL-NOT-BE-OUT
GO GO GO GO!

11/22/2005 04:43:00 PM  

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